Joshua's First Christmas (my missing angel baby) |
By Rachel Mayes Bass, Dec 2008 |
This year for my family
Christmas would be the best, We'd decorate our Christmas tree And think how much we're blessed. It was to be your first of many Since your springtime birth, Now baby's gifts and there won't be any As you're not here on earth. We think about you every day I guess we always will, Though we don't always like to say How much we miss you still. Christmas, like any special time Sharpens our grief and pain, But you're still here in this heart of mine And there you shall remain. Until the day we're back together I'll always feel this space, Along with yearning, love forever And the memory of your face. Only you and God know just how much Joshua, darling, I love you, My baby boy who never felt my touch: Happy First Christmas to you. All my love, as always, from Mummy xxxxxxxx |