Transcending Time and Space |
When time stands still
the earth still moves but not with me. I have been transported to another time the past as a young child telling everyone, ”My daddy’s smart cause he knows everything.” Finding the hidden present from Santa in the dryer being taught the X’s and O’s of football plays and learning the difference between Democrat and Republican and eating five Easter baskets full of candy – all by myself. Reveries of days long ago and no so long ago of dreams realized and those that faded as fantasies transported to a time of future plans and dreams – that may not be in my life now as he is dying. How can you see yourself without your father you thought of a immortal, invincible, all knowing, undefeatable? I will always be my father’s daughter, but in a different realm - without his physical presence, without his visible support, concern, interest, and constant availability. How will I see myself? When I look at myself I see his confidence in me reflected in my face that meets the world. His love transcends time and space and is ever present in my beating heart. |