I Let Myself Love You |
By Shawna Ellis |
Our Children |
I let myself love you
As soon as I knew I let myself love you But you left too soon I knew I might lose you Just like I lost my other I knew I might lose you But I am your Mother I wanted to keep you And watch you grow I wanted to keep you But I should have known I cried when I lost you Because I loved you from the start I cried when I lost you Your death broke my heart Now I just miss you I want you here with me Now I just miss you My baby unseen I let myself love you There was no other way I let myself love you But I will meet you one day |
Written for our second baby, miscarried in May 2003, and in memory of this child and our two other children, one miscarried April 2002 and an etopic pregnancy, October 2003 |